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The morning light filtering through the thin
curtains of the Midoriya apartment was the same as it had always been—a pale,
watery gold that painted the walls in soft strokes. Dust motes danced in the
quiet air of Izuku’s bedroom, disturbed only by the rhythmic, steady breathing
of the boy tangled in the sheets.
Izuku Midoriya opened his eyes. He stared at
the ceiling, tracing the faint, invisible patterns in the plaster, counting the
seconds before he had to face the world.
His room was violently ordinary. There were a
few posters of scenic landscapes, a bookshelf neatly lined with textbooks, and
a desk cluttered with empty notebooks. There was no vibrant, primary-colored
memorabilia. There were no action figures standing guard on his nightstand. For
a fourteen-year-old boy in a society where eighty percent of the population
possessed superhuman abilities, where Pro Heroes were treated like modern-day
mythological figures, Izuku’s room was remarkably barren of heroism.
He didn't dislike heroes. In fact, he found
them fascinating. But every time he lingered in front of a television screen
showing a hero’s debut, or every time he picked up a piece of hero merchandise
in a store, a heavy, suffocating silence would fall over whoever was with him.
He threw off his covers, the familiar chill of
the morning air raising goosebumps on his arms. He padded across the wooden
floor, the floorboards creaking in a familiar melody, and stopped in front of
the full-length mirror attached to his closet door.
He looked at himself. Dark green hair that
curled in unruly, chaotic waves. Large, wide eyes that matched the color of his
hair. A constellation of symmetrical freckles dusted across his cheeks and the
bridge of his nose. He was small for his age, lacking any defining muscle,
possessing a frail, unassuming frame. He was quirkless. A statistical anomaly
in an evolved world.
Just Izuku, he thought, touching his
reflection with a cold fingertip. I'm just Izuku.
So why did everyone look at him like he was a
god?
"Izuku, honey? Breakfast is ready,"
a voice called out from the kitchen. It was soft, trembling slightly at the
edges. It always trembled.
"Coming, Mom," Izuku called back,
trying to inject as much bright, ignorant cheerfulness into his voice as he
could muster. He stripped out of his pajamas and pulled on his black
middle-school uniform, fastening the brass buttons with practiced, mechanical
movements. He slung his yellow backpack over his shoulder and took a deep
breath, steeling himself for the daily performance.
Walking into the kitchen felt like stepping
onto a stage where he didn't know his lines, but the audience was already
weeping at the tragedy of the play.
His mother, Inko Midoriya, stood by the stove,
plating a serving of grilled fish, rice, and tamagoyaki. She was a slightly
plump woman with hair the exact same shade of green as his. When she heard his
footsteps, she turned. For a fraction of a second, her eyes widened, her breath
hitched, and a look of profound, Earth-shattering grief washed over her face.
It was the look of a woman who had seen a ghost materialize in her kitchen.
Then, she blinked, and the mask slammed back
into place. A watery, strained smile stretched across her lips.
"Good morning, Izuku," she said, her
voice dripping with an excess of honeyed affection that made Izuku’s chest
ache. "Did you sleep well?"
"I slept great, Mom," Izuku lied
effortlessly, taking his seat at the small dining table. "The food looks
delicious."
Inko sat across from him, entirely ignoring
her own plate. Instead, she rested her chin on her hands and watched him eat.
She watched him the way one might watch a fragile glass sculpture balancing on
the edge of a precipice. Her eyes tracked every movement of his chopsticks,
every chew, every swallow. Sometimes, Izuku would catch a rogue tear escaping
the corner of her eye, which she would quickly wipe away with the back of her
sleeve, pretending she was just wiping sweat from the stove's heat.
"You should eat, Mom," Izuku said
softly, staring down at his rice. He couldn't meet her eyes. If he looked into
them for too long, he felt like he was drowning in a sea of unspoken words.
"I will, sweetie. I just... I just like
looking at you," Inko whispered. Her voice broke on the last word.
Izuku’s grip on his chopsticks tightened until
his knuckles turned white. It was always like this. The overwhelming, crushing
weight of an affection he hadn't earned. A sorrow he didn't understand. It
wasn't just the love a mother had for her son. It was reverence. It was
apology. It was the desperate clinging of a survivor.
"I'm right here, Mom," he said, the
words feeling like ash in his mouth.
"I know," Inko sobbed, suddenly
reaching across the table and grabbing his hand. Her grip was tight, desperate.
"I know you are. I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry."
"For what?" Izuku asked, his voice
barely above a whisper. He asked it every time. He knew she wouldn't answer.
Inko just shook her head, tears freely
spilling down her cheeks now. "Just... be safe today. Please, Izuku. Just
come back to me."
"I always do," he replied, though
the words offered no comfort to either of them.
The walk to Aldera Junior High was a gauntlet
of psychological torture.
Izuku kept his head down, his gaze fixed
firmly on the cracked pavement of the sidewalk. He had memorized every crack,
every stray weed, every pebble on his route. If he looked at the ground, he
didn't have to look at them.
But he could feel them.
The neighborhood of Musutafu was usually a
bustling, loud, vibrant place. Commuters rushing to the train stations, street
vendors setting up their stalls, heroes patrolling the morning routes. But
whenever Izuku Midoriya walked down the street, an eerie, rippling silence
followed him like a shadow.
He walked past a bakery. The bell above the
door chimed cheerfully, but as the owner stepped out to sweep the storefront,
he froze. The broom clattered to the ground. Izuku didn't look up, but from his
peripheral vision, he saw the man press a hand over his mouth, his eyes wide
and shining, before taking a deep, respectful bow. He held the bow until Izuku
was a block away.
He walked past a group of high schoolers. They
were laughing loudly, boasting about their quirks. As Izuku approached, their
laughter died in their throats. They parted like the Red Sea, stepping off the
sidewalk to give him a wide berth. One of the girls started crying quietly. The
boys lowered their heads.
It was maddening. It was terrifying.
Why? Izuku screamed in his head, his
fingernails digging into the straps of his yellow backpack. I’m nobody. I’m
Quirkless. I haven’t done anything!
In this society, being Quirkless was supposed
to mean being a pariah. It was supposed to mean being mocked, pitied, or
ignored. Izuku had read articles on the internet, on obscure forums from before
his time, about how Quirkless people were treated as second-class citizens,
weak and fragile.
Izuku was treated fragile, yes. But not out of
superiority. Out of fear. Out of an agonizing, collective guilt that permeated
the very air he breathed.
He pulled a small, worn notebook from his
pocket. It wasn't titled Hero Analysis for the Future. It was simply titled
Observations.
He clicked his pen and jotted down a quick
note as he walked:
April 12th. The bakery owner dropped his broom
again. The high schoolers on Elm Street parted. The crying is getting more
frequent. Hypothesis: They are seeing someone else when they look at me.
Someone who looks like me. But why does everyone in the city know him?
He pocketed the notebook as the gates of
Aldera Junior High loomed ahead. If the streets were bad, the school was a
nightmare.
Izuku stepped through the gates, and the
lively chatter of the courtyard instantly plummeted in volume. Students stopped
mid-sentence. Teachers paused in their tracks. It wasn't total silence—that
would be too obvious—but it was a hushed, reverent murmuring. Eyes tracked him
from every window, every bench.
He kept his head down and scurried to his
locker. He quickly swapped his outdoor shoes for his indoor slippers. Just as
he slammed the locker shut, he bumped into a chest.
"Ah, s-sorry!" Izuku stammered,
taking a quick step back and bowing.
He looked up to see a third-year student, a
boy with a mutation quirk that gave him scaly skin. The boy was glaring down at
Izuku. For a split second, there was genuine annoyance in the older boy's
eyes—a normal, human reaction to being bumped into.
But then the boy actually looked at Izuku's
face. The green hair. The freckles. The wide, terrified eyes.
The color drained from the third-year's scaly
face. His annoyance vanished, replaced by an expression of absolute horror. He
stumbled backward, his hands raised in a placating, defensive gesture, as if
Izuku were holding a loaded gun.
"N-No, I'm sorry!" the older boy
gasped, his voice cracking. "I wasn't looking! Please, I'm so sorry,
Midoriya! I didn't mean it!"
"It's... it's okay, really," Izuku whispered,
his heart hammering against his ribs. "It was my fault."
"No!" The boy nearly shouted, tears
springing to his eyes. "Nothing is your fault! Never!" The boy turned
and practically sprinted down the hallway, leaving Izuku standing alone,
feeling like a monster in a cage.
He gripped the strap of his bag and hurried to
his classroom, Classroom 3-C. He slid the door open.
The room was somewhat normal. Students were
chatting, throwing paper balls, laughing. But the moment Izuku walked to his
desk at the back of the room, the atmosphere subtly shifted. The roughhousing
stopped. Voices lowered. It was like walking into a funeral parlor.
Izuku sat down and pulled out his textbooks,
trying to make himself as small as possible. He stared intensely at the grain
of the wooden desk.
Then, the door slammed open.
The temperature in the room seemed to spike.
Heavy, aggressive footsteps pounded against the floorboards. Izuku didn't need
to look up to know who it was. The scent of burnt caramel and nitroglycerin
filled the air.
Katsuki Bakugo walked into the room.
Bakugo was everything Izuku was not. Tall,
athletically built, exuding confidence and raw power from every pore. His
ash-blonde hair spiked in every direction, and his crimson eyes were sharp and
predatory. He possessed a Quirk—Explosion—that made him the undisputed king of
Aldera Junior High.
In any other world, a boy like Bakugo would
have tormented a boy like Izuku. He would have seen Izuku's weakness and
crushed it beneath his heel.
But not here.
Bakugo stalked to his desk, which was situated
right in front of Izuku's. As he passed, Izuku instinctively flinched, pulling
his shoulders in. Bakugo saw the flinch out of the corner of his eye.
The blonde boy stopped dead in his tracks. His
fists clenched so tightly at his sides that the leather of his school bag
groaned under the pressure. A muscle ticked in Bakugo’s jaw. He didn't look at
Izuku. He refused to look at Izuku. Bakugo stared straight ahead at the
chalkboard, his chest heaving as if he had just run a marathon.
The silence in the classroom became deafening.
Everyone was watching the two of them.
"Kacchan?" Izuku whispered, the
childhood nickname slipping out involuntarily. He had called Bakugo that since
they were toddlers, back before the world got weird, back before Quirks came
in, back when they just played in the woods.
Bakugo shuddered. The great, powerful Katsuki
Bakugo actually shuddered at the sound of Izuku's voice.
"Don't," Bakugo grated out, his
voice hoarse, raspy, and thick with an emotion Izuku couldn't quite identify.
It sounded like rage, but it was turned inward, a venomous self-hatred that
poisoned the air around him. "Don't sound like that."
Bakugo slammed his bag onto his desk and
dropped into his chair, violently turning his back to Izuku.
Izuku swallowed hard, a lump forming in his
throat. This was the most agonizing part of his existence. He could handle the
strangers staring. He could handle his mother's tears. But Bakugo... Katsuki
Bakugo, the boy he had admired his entire life, treated Izuku like a holy relic
that he was unworthy to touch.
The homeroom teacher entered, breaking the
tension. Mr. Suzuki was an older man, tired and close to retirement. He walked
to the podium and slapped a stack of papers down.
"Alright, settle down," Suzuki
sighed. "As third-year students, it's time to start thinking seriously
about your futures. I'll be passing out printouts for your desired career
paths."
The teacher paused, holding up the stack of
papers. A strange, bitter chuckle escaped his lips. "But we all know
you're all planning to go into the hero course, right?"
The class erupted into cheers and displays of
Quirks. A boy stretched his neck to the ceiling, a girl generated a small orb
of water, someone else shot sparks from their fingertips. It was chaotic and
loud.
"Yes, yes, you all have wonderful
Quirks," Suzuki said, trying to wave away the smoke and noise. "But
remember the rules against Quirk usage in school."
The teacher began handing out the forms. When
he reached Bakugo, he smiled. "Bakugo, I assume you're still aiming for
U.A. High School? Their hero course is the hardest to get into, but with your
scores..."
"I'm going to U.A.," Bakugo said
flatly, not looking up from his desk. "I'll be the top hero." It
didn't sound like a boast. It sounded like a grim, inescapable duty.
Suzuki nodded, moving on. Then, he stood next
to Izuku's desk.
The entire class fell silent again. The
cheerful atmosphere evaporated instantly. Every student in the room turned
their head slightly, watching from the corners of their eyes.
Suzuki looked down at Izuku. The old teacher's
eyes were filled with that same, suffocating sorrow. It was the look of a man
standing at a war memorial.
"Midoriya," Suzuki said softly, his
voice gentle. Too gentle. "I... I see you haven't filled out a preliminary
choice on the digital portal."
Izuku stared at his blank desk. "I... I
don't know yet, sir. I'm Quirkless. The hero course is... impossible. Maybe
general education. Or... or business."
The words hung in the air, heavy and wrong.
A boy in the front row suddenly choked back a
sob, burying his face in his arms. A girl near the window bit her lip so hard
it bled, looking away.
Bakugo, sitting right in front of Izuku, let
off a small, involuntary explosion in the palm of his hand. Pop. The smell of
burnt sugar filled the air.
"Midoriya," Suzuki said, leaning
down slightly, his voice cracking. "You... you can be whatever you want.
U.A.... U.A. would take you. In a heartbeat. The Principal himself..."
Suzuki caught himself, swallowing hard. "You don't need a Quirk, Midoriya.
You have already... you have more than enough."
Izuku felt a cold sweat break out on the back
of his neck. I have already what? What have I already done?!
"I'll think about it," Izuku
mumbled, grabbing the paper and shoving it into his bag. "Thank you,
sensei."
Suzuki patted Izuku's shoulder with trembling
fingers and walked away.
The rest of the day passed in a blur of
similar, excruciating interactions. In P.E., the teacher wouldn't let Izuku run
the mile, citing the "heat," even though it was a perfectly mild
spring day. During lunch, students cleared an entire table for him, leaving him
to eat his bento in complete, agonizing isolation, watched by a cafeteria full
of silent, sorrowful guardians.
When the final bell rang, Izuku packed his bag
faster than anyone else. He just wanted to escape. He wanted to go home, lock
his door, and hide under his covers.
He bolted out of the classroom before anyone
could speak to him. He practically ran down the hallways, ignoring the hushed
whispers that trailed behind him like ghosts.
“There he goes.”
“He looks so small.”
“I can’t bear to look at his arms. Knowing
what happened to them.”
Izuku stumbled out the school gates, his
breathing erratic. My arms? What's wrong with my arms? He looked down at his
unblemished, pale skin. There wasn't a single scar on them.
He needed air. He couldn't take his usual
route home. He couldn't deal with the bowing bakers and the crying teenagers.
He needed an alleyway, a detour, somewhere dark and forgotten where nobody knew
his face.
He veered off the main road, diving into a
labyrinth of narrow streets and industrial underpasses. This part of town was
older, less maintained. The shadows were longer here. It was exactly what he
needed.
Izuku slowed his pace, his erratic heartbeat
finally starting to calm. The silence here was genuine, not the stifling,
manufactured silence of people holding their breath. He kicked a loose pebble,
watching it skitter into the darkness of an upcoming tunnel.
"Maybe I am crazy," Izuku muttered
aloud, the sound of his own voice echoing hollowly in the tunnel. "Maybe
this is some elaborate prank. A Truman Show kind of thing. Yeah. The whole
world is just messing with me."
He laughed, a dry, humorless sound.
Gloop. Squish.
Izuku stopped. The sound came from the manhole
cover a few yards ahead, just inside the shadow of the underpass.
He watched in mild confusion, which quickly
morphed into stark terror, as a viscous, dark green sludge began to ooze from
the grates of the manhole. The sludge bubbled and frothed, rising upward, defying
gravity, forming into a massive, towering pillar of fluid.
Two massive, bulbous eyes opened within the
slime, followed by a jagged, chaotic maw filled with crooked teeth.
"Ah," a gargling, wet voice echoed
through the tunnel. "A medium-sized invisibility cloak. Perfect. The
heroes are on my tail. I just need to borrow a body for a little while..."
It was a villain. A real, actual villain.
Izuku’s blood ran cold. His mind screamed at
him to run, to turn around and sprint back to the main road, but his legs were
rooted to the concrete. He was Quirkless. He was small. He had never been in a
fight in his life.
The Sludge Villain lunged forward, a tidal
wave of foul-smelling slime reaching out with liquid tendrils to ensnare Izuku.
"Don't worry, kid!" the villain
cackled, the sound echoing madly. "It'll only hurt for about forty-five
seconds! Then you'll be entirely mine!"
Izuku threw his arms up over his face,
squeezing his eyes shut. This is it, he thought. I'm going to die. I'm going to
die here, and I don't even know who I am.
He waited for the impact. He waited for the
suffocating sensation of slime forcing its way down his throat.
It never came.
Instead, the rush of wind generated by the
villain's lunge abruptly stopped. A sickening, wet squelch echoed in the
tunnel, followed by a sound Izuku had never expected to hear from a monstrous
entity.
A whimper.
Izuku slowly, cautiously lowered his arms and
opened his eyes.
The Sludge Villain was less than two feet away
from him. But the creature wasn't attacking. The villain had frozen mid-lunge.
The massive, bulbous eyes were locked onto Izuku's face, staring intently at
his green curls, his freckles, his wide, terrified eyes.
The villain's fluid body began to tremble. Not
a slight shiver, but a violent, structural quake that caused clumps of sludge
to slough off and splatter onto the concrete.
"Y... You..." the villain gargled. The
malice, the predatory hunger in its voice was entirely gone. It was replaced by
a terror so profound, so absolute, that it made the monster look small.
"You..."
Izuku took a step back, thoroughly bewildered.
"Wh-What?"
"The green hair," the Sludge Villain
stammered, its massive eyes shrinking to pinpricks of pure panic. "The
freckles. The eyes. No. No, no, no. It can't be. You're dead. You died. We all
saw the sky turn white! You died!"
"I... I don't know what you're talking
about!" Izuku cried, pressing his back against the cold, concrete wall of
the tunnel.
The villain let out a high-pitched, screeching
wail of despair. It threw its liquid appendages over its head, cowering away
from Izuku as if the boy radiated a lethal radiation.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" the villain
shrieked, collapsing into a puddle on the floor, trying to compress itself into
the smallest volume possible. "I didn't know it was you! I swear to God I
didn't know! Please don't smash me! Please don't use the black whips! I
surrender! I give up! Just let me go to Tartarus, please, God, spare me,
Deku!"
Deku.
The word echoed in Izuku's mind like a
gunshot. It wasn't the first time he had heard it. He had heard people whisper
it on the streets when they thought he couldn't hear. He had seen it scrawled
on graffiti walls that were meticulously protected by the city.
It was a name. A title.
Before Izuku could process what was happening,
the manhole cover blasted into the air.
"FEAR NOT, KID!" a booming,
thunderous voice roared from the street above. "FOR I AM—"
A massive figure dropped from the sky, landing
with a ground-shattering thud at the entrance of the tunnel. The dust cleared
to reveal a mountain of a man, clad in a white t-shirt and cargo pants. He had
exaggerated, sweeping blonde hair that stood up like rabbit ears.
Izuku’s jaw dropped. He recognized that
silhouette anywhere. Every person on the planet recognized that silhouette.
It was All Might. The former Number One Hero.
The Symbol of Peace.
All Might stood tall, his fists resting on his
hips, his shadowed eyes scanning the tunnel. He looked exactly like he did in
the old clips, perhaps a bit thinner, but still radiating that overwhelming
aura of safety and power.
"I apologize for the delay!" All
Might boomed, stepping into the tunnel. "I lost track of the sewer lines.
But worry not, citizen! I will handle this foul—"
All Might stopped.
He didn't just stop walking; it was as if his
entire internal machinery ground to a violent, screeching halt. The booming,
confident smile vanished from his face, replaced by an expression of pure,
unadulterated shock.
The hero looked at the cowering puddle of
sludge. Then, his eyes slowly, painstakingly tracked upward, across the
concrete floor, until they landed on the small, trembling boy pressed against
the wall.
The silence that followed was heavier than
anything Izuku had experienced all day. It was heavier than gravity.
All Might stared at Izuku. Izuku stared back,
too paralyzed by fear and awe to even breathe.
Suddenly, a thick plume of steam erupted from
All Might's body. The massive, muscular physique vanished in an instant,
accompanied by a wet, hacking cough. The steam cleared, revealing a skeletal,
frail man with sunken eyes and clothes that hung off him like a scarecrow.
Izuku let out a small gasp. He knew about All
Might's true form—everyone did now, after the Kamino Ward incident years
ago—but seeing it in person was jarring.
Toshinori Yagi, the man behind the Symbol of
Peace, took a trembling step forward.
Blood trickled from the corner of his mouth,
but he didn't seem to notice. His hollow, deep-set blue eyes were wide, welling
up with tears that immediately spilled over his gaunt cheeks. He looked at
Izuku not as a citizen to be saved, but as a miracle he had been praying for
every day of his life.
"Young..." Toshinori choked out, his
voice cracking, weak and frail. He fell to his knees on the dirty concrete
floor, not caring about the grime. He reached out a skeletal hand, his fingers
shaking uncontrollably.
"Young Midoriya."
Izuku’s breath caught in his throat. Even All
Might. Even the greatest hero in history was looking at him with that same,
agonizing mix of worship and grief.
"Please," Izuku whispered, his own
eyes filling with tears of sheer frustration and terror. He gripped the straps
of his backpack, shrinking back further against the wall. "Please.
Stop."
Toshinori didn't seem to hear him. The
emaciated man lowered his head, pressing his forehead against the concrete
floor in a deep, desperate bow. The Symbol of Peace, the man who held up the
world, was bowing to a fourteen-year-old Quirkless boy.
"My boy," Toshinori sobbed, the
sound wrenching and raw, echoing off the tunnel walls. "My boy. You've
finally returned to us."
Izuku stared down at the sobbing hero, then at
the cowering villain who was practically begging for mercy. The world spun
wildly off its axis. The walls of the tunnel felt like they were closing in,
the air growing too thin to breathe.
"Who am I?" Izuku screamed, the
question tearing from his throat, echoing louder than the villain's wails,
louder than All Might's sobs. It was the desperate plea of a ghost trapped in
the land of the living.
"How does everyone know me? What did I
do? Who am I?!"
Toshinori slowly raised his head, tears
carving tracks through the grime on his face. He looked at Izuku, his eyes
filled with an ocean of sorrow and a terrifying, unshakeable love.
"You," Toshinori whispered, his
voice trembling with absolute reverence, "are the greatest hero who ever
lived. And you gave up your soul to save us all."
Izuku’s vision blurred, the edges of the world
turning black. The crushing weight of a life he couldn't remember finally
crashed down upon him, and for the first time in his newly reset life, Izuku
Midoriya fainted into the shadows of the underpass.
Izuku Midoriya stared at the gray ceiling of
his bedroom. He had been staring at it for three hours.
The events in the underpass the day before
played on a continuous, agonizing loop in his mind. The sludge villain,
paralyzed by a terror so profound it defied logic. The sudden, earth-shattering
arrival of All Might. The steam, the skeletal form, the blood.
And then, the Symbol of Peace, on his knees on
the filthy concrete, bowing to a fourteen-year-old Quirkless boy.
“You are the greatest hero who ever lived. And
you gave up your soul to save us all.”
Izuku rolled over, burying his face into his
pillow to muffle the groan of sheer, unadulterated frustration that clawed its
way up his throat. It was impossible. It was a delusion. It had to be a mass
hallucination, some quirk-induced hysteria that had infected the entire
populace of Japan.
He sat up and looked at his desk. Sitting
squarely in the center of the wooden surface was a small, sleek metal disc.
It had arrived that morning via special
courier. The courier, a burly man with a mutation quirk, had openly wept on the
Midoriya’s doorstep upon handing the package to Inko, thanking her for
"her ultimate sacrifice." Inko had sobbed in return. Izuku had stood
in the hallway, feeling like a ghost haunting his own funeral.
When Izuku had pressed the button on the disc,
a holographic projection had sprung to life. It wasn't the standard U.A. High
School acceptance letter he had seen in online forums. It featured Nezu, the
chimera principal of U.A., and All Might in his skeletal form.
They didn't congratulate him on passing an
exam he had never taken. They didn't welcome a new student.
Instead, Nezu had bowed his head. “Midoriya.
We know this world is terrifying to you right now. We know you do not remember.
But your seat in Class 1-A has been waiting for you since the day the world
began again. You are automatically enrolled. There is no test. There is only
our eternal gratitude. Please, come back to us.”
Izuku looked down at the U.A. uniform laid out
meticulously on his desk chair. The dark gray blazer with its gold buttons, the
crisp white shirt, the red tie. It was the uniform of his dreams. Since he was
four years old, he had fantasized about wearing it, about walking through those
massive gates, about learning how to be a hero.
But looking at it now, it didn't look like a
uniform. It looked like a straightjacket. It looked like a costume for a play
he hadn't auditioned for.
With trembling hands, he stripped out of his
pajamas and began to dress. The fabric was heavy, expensive. As he tied the red
tie, his hands shook so badly he had to undo and redo it three times. When he
finally looked in the mirror, the boy staring back at him looked remarkably
small, swallowed whole by the prestige of the blazer.
"I'm just Izuku," he whispered to
his reflection, a desperate, fading mantra. "I'm just me."
The commute to U.A. High School was a blur of
averted eyes and hushed whispers. The train car, usually packed
shoulder-to-shoulder with morning commuters, mysteriously featured a wide,
empty radius around wherever Izuku stood. People held onto the overhead straps,
leaning awkwardly to the side just to avoid brushing against his sleeve.
When he finally stepped off the train and
walked the remaining blocks, the towering, H-shaped glass structure of U.A.
came into view. It was magnificent. It was a monument to heroism.
And standing directly in front of the towering
front gates, waiting, was a man.
He looked like a vagrant. He wore baggy,
all-black clothing, and a strange, scarf-like gray material was wrapped tightly
around his neck. His dark hair was long and unkempt, falling over dark eyes
that were underscored by heavy, exhausted bags.
Izuku’s encyclopedic knowledge of heroes
immediately provided a name: Eraserhead. Shota Aizawa. An underground hero.
Izuku’s pace slowed as he approached the gate.
Aizawa was leaning against the brick pillar, his hands shoved deep into his
pockets. As Izuku drew near, Aizawa pushed himself off the wall and stood up
straight.
Izuku braced himself. He expected a reprimand.
He expected an evaluation. He expected the harsh, logical glare of an
underground hero who despised weakness.
Instead, Aizawa’s dark eyes softened to a
degree that looked physically painful. The man’s shoulders dropped, shedding
the tense, combative posture he was famous for. Aizawa took a slow breath, as
if steeling himself, before taking a step forward.
"Midoriya," Aizawa said. His voice
was a low, gravelly baritone, but it lacked any edge. It was startlingly,
unnervingly gentle.
"Um... Aizawa-sensei?" Izuku
stammered, bowing quickly. "It's an honor to meet you, sir."
Aizawa flinched. It was a microscopic
movement, a slight tightening of the jaw, a quick blink, but Izuku saw it. The
formal greeting had struck the man like a physical blow.
"Right," Aizawa murmured, looking
away for a fraction of a second to compose himself. "Right. You don't...
you don't remember." He turned his gaze back to Izuku, and the absolute
ocean of regret in the man's eyes made Izuku want to run away. "You don't
need to be formal with me, kid. Just... Aizawa is fine. I'm your homeroom
teacher."
"Yes, sir," Izuku squeaked out.
"Walk with me," Aizawa instructed
quietly. He didn't stride ahead, expecting Izuku to keep up. Instead, the pro
hero fell into step right beside Izuku, matching the boy's shorter, hesitant
strides perfectly.
As they walked through the sprawling campus,
the silence between them felt thick, heavy with unsaid words. Izuku kept his
eyes glued to the pristine pathways, his heart pounding a frantic rhythm
against his ribs.
"I know this is overwhelming,"
Aizawa suddenly said, not looking at Izuku, keeping his gaze fixed on the main
building. "I know you're terrified. And confused."
Izuku swallowed hard. "I... I just don't
understand, Aizawa-sensei. I'm Quirkless. I shouldn't be here. People keep
looking at me like I'm... like I'm a ghost."
Aizawa stopped walking. They were in the main
corridor now, a massive, wide hallway lined with lockers and classrooms. Aizawa
turned to face him, the gray capture weapon around his neck shifting slightly.
"To us, you are a ghost, Midoriya,"
Aizawa said, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. "A ghost that we prayed
would come back to haunt us. You don't have a Quirk now. But you had one. The
strongest one. And you used it to give every single person on this planet a
second chance at life."
Izuku’s breath hitched. The strongest one.
"We remember the war. We remember the
fire, the death, the absolute ruin," Aizawa continued, his dark eyes
shimmering with a glassy sheen. "And we remember you, burning yourself
down to the very ash to rewrite the universe. You saved us, Problem Child. You
saved all of us."
Problem Child. The nickname slipped out of
Aizawa's mouth with a devastating amount of affection.
"But I didn't do it!" Izuku blurted
out, panic rising in his chest, making his voice pitch high and shrill. "I
don't remember any of that! I'm just Izuku! I like hero analysis! I eat
katsudon! I cower when people yell at me! I'm not a savior, I'm just me!"
Aizawa looked at him, truly looked at him. At
the trembling shoulders, the wide, terrified green eyes, the desperate plea for
normalcy.
"I know," Aizawa said softly,
reaching out. He hesitated for a moment, his hand hovering in the air, before
he gently laid his hand on top of Izuku’s unruly green curls. It was a
comforting, grounding weight. "And I swear to you, we are going to try to
see you. But you have to forgive them if they stumble. They owe you their
lives."
Aizawa dropped his hand and turned toward a
massive door at the end of the hall. Painted on the front in bold red letters
was 1-A.
"Ready?" Aizawa asked.
"No," Izuku whispered honestly.
"Me neither," Aizawa sighed. He
reached out and slid the massive door open.
Izuku stepped into the doorway.
The classroom was beautiful. Sun streamed
through large, spotless windows, illuminating the pristine desks and high-tech
chalkboard. But Izuku barely registered the architecture, because twenty pairs
of eyes locked onto him the second his foot crossed the threshold.
For three agonizing seconds, there was
absolute, perfect silence.
Then, the dam broke.
A girl with a short, chestnut bob let out a
noise that was half-sob, half-gasp. She practically vaulted over her desk.
Before Izuku could even take a step back, she crashed into him.
"Deku-kun!" she wailed, throwing her
arms around his neck, burying her face into his shoulder. She was crying so
hard her entire body shook, and suddenly, Izuku felt his feet lift off the
floor. Her Quirk was making them both float in the doorway. "You're here!
You're really here! I missed you, I missed you so much!"
Izuku froze. His arms hung rigidly at his
sides. He had never been hugged by a girl before. He had never been hugged by
anyone other than his mother. The sheer intensity of her grief, the wetness of
her tears soaking through his brand-new blazer, sent his sensory system into
overdrive.
"U-Uraraka, let him down," a tall
boy with glasses and dark blue hair said, his voice trembling violently. He
marched forward, his arms moving in rigid, robotic chops that were completely
at odds with the tears streaming freely down his face.
The girl—Uraraka—sniffled loudly, pressing her
fingertips together. Izuku dropped to the floor with a slight thud. Uraraka
stepped back, wiping her eyes with the back of her sleeve, giving him a watery,
blindingly bright smile.
The boy with the glasses stopped two feet away
from Izuku. He slammed his feet together, placed his hands firmly on his
thighs, and bowed perfectly at a strict ninety-degree angle.
"Midoriya!" the boy shouted, his
voice echoing in the silent room. "I am Tenya Iida! It is the greatest
honor of my life to stand in your presence once again! I vow to protect you in
this life, just as you protected us in the last!"
"Iida, you're scaring him, ribbit,"
a girl with long, dark green hair and frog-like features murmured from her
desk, wiping a tear from her own eye.
Izuku looked around the room, his chest
heaving, oxygen suddenly feeling very scarce.
A boy with half-white, half-red hair and a
burn scar over his left eye was staring at him. The boy wasn't crying, but he
was smiling. It was a soft, incredibly vulnerable smile that looked entirely
out of place on his stoic face. He looked at Izuku the way one might look at a
brother who had miraculously returned from the grave.
A boy with spiky red hair was openly weeping,
biting his fist to keep from wailing out loud. A girl with earphone jacks
hanging from her earlobes was covering her mouth, her shoulders shaking. Even a
small boy with purple spheres on his head was looking at Izuku with an
expression of quiet, solemn reverence.
They all knew him. They all loved him.
And Izuku didn't know a single one of their
names.
He was a stranger who had walked into a room
full of people who had apparently died for him, lived for him, and loved him
with a terrifying intensity.
"Okay, settle down," Aizawa's voice
cut through the heavy emotional smog. The teacher stepped past Izuku, moving to
the podium at the front of the room. "I know this is... a momentous
occasion for all of you. But Midoriya does not possess our memories. Overwhelming
him is illogical. Take your seats."
Reluctantly, slowly, the students moved back
to their desks. Their eyes never left Izuku. They tracked his every movement.
"Midoriya, your seat is the empty one
behind Bakugo," Aizawa instructed.
Izuku looked toward the back of the room.
Katsuki Bakugo was sitting at his desk. He was the only person in the room who
wasn't looking at Izuku. Bakugo was staring out the window, his jaw clenched so
tightly Izuku could see the muscles twitching. His posture was rigid, radiating
a volatile mix of guilt and defensive anger.
Izuku kept his head down, clutching the strap
of his yellow backpack, and walked down the aisle. As he passed Uraraka's desk,
she reached out and gently brushed her fingers against his sleeve, a phantom
touch to assure herself he was real. Izuku flinched slightly, hurrying his
pace.
He slid into his seat behind Bakugo. He felt
incredibly small.
The rest of the morning was a masterclass in
psychological torture.
During English class with Present Mic, the
usually boisterous, ear-shattering hero was subdued. He spoke at a normal
volume, his eyes constantly darting to the back of the room to check on Izuku.
When he asked a question, and Izuku tentatively raised his hand, the entire
class turned in their seats to listen to his answer as if he were delivering
the word of God.
During lunch in the massive cafeteria, the
disconnect grew from a crack into a gaping chasm.
Izuku found himself sitting at a table with
Iida, Uraraka, and Todoroki (the half-and-half boy). They had guided him there
gently, hovering around him like bodyguards.
"We got katsudon today," Uraraka
said softly, sliding a steaming bowl across the table to him. "Your
favorite, right?"
"Uh, y-yes. Thank you," Izuku
mumbled, picking up his chopsticks.
"The lunch rush reminds me of the
dorms," Todoroki remarked quietly, taking a delicate bite of cold soba.
"Do you guys remember when Kaminari short-circuited the kitchen toaster,
and we had to eat cold rice for three days?"
Uraraka let out a watery laugh. "Yes! And
Deku-kun tried to use Blackwhip to catch the toast before it hit the ceiling,
but he ended up tying Sero to the ceiling fan!"
Iida chopped his hand lightly, a fond smile on
his face. "A flagrant violation of dorm rules regarding Quirk usage, but I
admit, it was a humorous memory during a dark time."
They all laughed together, a shared, intimate
warmth radiating between them.
Izuku sat perfectly still. His chopsticks
hovered over his bowl, untouched.
Blackwhip. The dorms. Kaminari. Sero.
He didn't know who Kaminari was. He didn't
know what a Blackwhip was. He had never lived in a dorm. He had never laughed
with these people in a kitchen.
They weren't talking to him. They were talking
to a ghost that happened to share his face. They were talking to a legend, a
hero, a martyr.
I am a fraud, Izuku thought, his stomach
churning violently, the smell of the katsudon suddenly making him nauseous. I'm
wearing a dead man's skin.
He put his chopsticks down. "Excuse
me," he whispered, pushing his chair back. "I need to use the
restroom."
Before any of them could offer to escort him,
Izuku practically bolted from the cafeteria. He found an empty bathroom down a
quiet corridor, locked himself in a stall, and pressed his forehead against the
cool, tiled wall. He stayed there until the bell rang, taking shuddering,
shallow breaths, trying to keep himself from splintering into a million pieces.
The breaking point arrived at 1:00 PM. Hero
Basic Training.
"For today's exercise," Aizawa
announced, standing in front of the class at Ground Beta—a massive, artificial
cityscape designed for urban combat and rescue scenarios. "We will be
doing a simple hazard navigation and rescue drill. The city is rigged with
simulated debris falls and robotic 'civilians' trapped in the wreckage."
Izuku stood at the back of the group. Everyone
else was wearing their hero costumes—elaborate, highly functional gear that screamed
individuality and power. Uraraka in her pink spacesuit, Iida in his white
armor, Bakugo in his aggressive grenadier bracers.
Izuku was wearing a standard U.A. blue gym
uniform. He had no costume. He had never submitted a design because he didn't have
a Quirk to design around. He looked painfully out of place, a civilian who had
accidentally wandered onto a battlefield.
"You'll be split into teams of
four," Aizawa continued. "Your goal is to traverse Sector 4, locate
the dummies, and extract them without taking damage from the environmental
hazards."
Aizawa read out the teams. Izuku was placed
with Todoroki, Kirishima (the red-haired boy), and Jiro (the girl with earphone
jacks).
As the buzzer sounded, signaling the start of
the exercise, Izuku took a deep breath. Okay, he told himself. I can do this. I
don't have a Quirk, but I've studied heroes my whole life. I know rescue
protocols. I know how to assess structural integrity. I can contribute. I can
show them I'm not totally useless.
His team entered Sector 4. The artificial city
was incredibly realistic, with hollowed-out buildings and scattered rubble.
"Alright," Izuku started, his
analytical mind kicking into gear. He pointed down an alleyway. "If we
follow standard urban disaster dispersal patterns, the simulated civilians will
likely be placed near load-bearing walls that have partially collapsed. We
should split into two groups of two. Kirishima and Jiro, you take the left
flank—"
He stopped.
Todoroki, Kirishima, and Jiro weren't looking
down the alleyway. They were arranged in a tight, triangular formation. With
Izuku dead in the center.
"Midoriya, stay close to me,"
Todoroki said smoothly, his right side emanating a gentle, cooling mist.
"If any debris falls, I will create an ice canopy."
"Don't worry, man!" Kirishima said,
his arms suddenly hardening into jagged, rock-like armor. He took a protective
stance directly in front of Izuku. "Nothing is getting past me! I won't
let a single scratch get on you!"
"I've got auditory surveillance,"
Jiro added, plugging her earphone jacks into the concrete pavement. "I'll
let you guys know if any hazard mechanisms trigger near our position. Midoriya,
just stay in the middle."
Izuku blinked. "But... but the objective.
We need to split up to cover more ground. I can handle myself—"
RUMBLE.
A mechanical grinding sound echoed from above.
A mechanism built into a nearby four-story building activated, releasing a
cascade of foam "rubble" disguised to look like heavy concrete. It
was falling directly toward them.
Izuku's eyes widened. He immediately assessed
the trajectory. It was slow-moving. He had plenty of time to leap backward to
safety. He tensed his leg muscles, ready to jump.
He never got the chance.
"Look out!" Kirishima roared.
Before Izuku could move an inch, Todoroki
slammed his right foot into the ground. A massive, thick glacier of ice erupted
upward, forming a reinforced dome over their heads. The foam rubble bounced
harmlessly off the ice.
Simultaneously, Kirishima grabbed Izuku by the
waist, hoisting him off the ground as if he weighed nothing, and practically
tackled him backward out from under the ice dome, shielding Izuku's body
entirely with his own hardened back.
They rolled across the pavement. Kirishima
took the brunt of the impact, holding Izuku safely against his chest.
"Are you okay, Midoriya?!" Kirishima
yelled frantically, scrambling up and checking Izuku for phantom injuries.
"Did any dust get in your eyes? Are you hurt?"
Izuku sat on the pavement, his vision
swimming. The foam rubble hadn't even been close to hitting him. And even if it
had, it was foam. It was a training exercise.
He looked at Kirishima’s panicked face. He
looked at Todoroki, who was scanning the rooftops with deadly seriousness,
ready to freeze an entire city block to keep him safe. He looked over to
another sector, where Uraraka and Iida had paused their own drill, looking over
anxiously to make sure he was alright.
They weren't treating him like a teammate.
They weren't treating him like a hero-in-training.
They were treating him like a newborn infant
left in a warzone. They were treating him like he was made ofspun glass, ready
to shatter at the slightest breeze.
They don't respect me, Izuku realized, the
thought piercing his heart like a physical blade. They worship the old me, but
they pity this me. They think I'm helpless.
The air in Izuku's lungs vanished. A ringing
sound started in his ears, high-pitched and deafening. The edges of his vision
began to vignette, bleeding into black. His chest tightened so painfully he
thought his ribs might snap.
Panic attack. He was having a panic attack.
"Midoriya?" Todoroki noticed the
hyperventilation first, his dual-colored eyes widening in alarm.
"Midoriya, what's wrong? Are you injured?"
"I..." Izuku gasped, clutching his
chest, the fabric of his gym uniform bunching in his fist. "I can't... I
can't breathe."
"Medic!" Kirishima yelled toward the
observation cameras, panic lacing his voice. "We need Recovery Girl!
Midoriya is down!"
"No!" Izuku shouted, the sheer force
of his desperation startling the two boys into silence.
Izuku scrambled to his feet, swaying slightly
as a wave of dizziness hit him. He backed away from them, his hands raised
defensively.
"Midoriya, please," Todoroki reached
out.
"Don't!" Izuku gasped, tears finally
spilling over his eyelashes, hot and humiliating. "Just... leave me alone!
Please!"
He turned and ran. He ignored Aizawa's voice
echoing over the PA system. He ignored the concerned shouts of his classmates.
He ran out of Sector 4, out of Ground Beta entirely, his lungs burning, his
legs pumping as fast as they could carry him.
He burst through the doors of the boys' locker
room in the main gym facility. It was completely empty, the lights dim.
Izuku collapsed against the bank of metal
lockers, sliding down to the cool tile floor. He pulled his knees to his chest
and buried his face in his arms, his entire body trembling violently.
He couldn't do this. He couldn't spend three
years pretending to be a god among mortals. He couldn't endure this
suffocating, overprotective adoration. He was going to disappoint them all. The
second a real villain appeared, the second real danger threatened, they would
all see the truth.
He wasn't a savior. He was a Quirkless nobody
who was going to get them all killed because they were too busy protecting him
to protect themselves.
The locker room door opened with a loud creak.
Izuku didn't look up. He tried to stifle his
hyperventilating, curling into a tighter ball, praying it was Aizawa coming to
expel him. He would welcome it. Let him go back to a normal high school. Let
him be invisible again.
Heavy, aggressive footsteps echoed against the
tiles. The scent of burnt caramel cut through the sterile smell of the locker
room.
It wasn't Aizawa.
Izuku slowly lifted his head from his knees.
Katsuki Bakugo stood a few feet away. His hero
costume—the black tank top, the massive grenade bracers—looked incredibly
imposing in the dim light. Bakugo's ash-blonde hair shadowed his eyes, hiding
his expression.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. Only
the sound of Izuku's ragged breathing filled the room.
Izuku shrank back against the lockers. He
prepared himself for the yelling. He prepared himself for Bakugo to finally
unleash the anger that had been simmering beneath the surface all morning. Tell
me I'm useless, Kacchan, Izuku thought desperately. Tell me I don't belong
here. Give me some normalcy. Hate me like you're supposed to.
Bakugo reached up and unclasped his massive
grenadier bracers. They hit the tile floor with a heavy, metallic thud. He
tossed his black mask onto a nearby bench.
He walked closer to Izuku, stopping just a
foot away.
Bakugo slowly sank to the floor, crossing his
legs, sitting directly across from the trembling boy.
When Bakugo finally looked up, there was no
rage in his crimson eyes. There was no superiority. There was only a profound,
exhausted sorrow, and an anger that was directed entirely at himself.
"They're suffocating you," Bakugo
said. His voice was quiet, lacking its usual explosive volume. It was the
calmest Izuku had ever heard him speak.
Izuku let out a choked sob, nodding once.
"I don't belong here, Kacchan. I'm a fake. I don't know who they see when
they look at me, but it's not me. I can't be him."
Bakugo flinched, closing his eyes for a brief
second. When he opened them, the raw intensity in them made Izuku's breath
catch.
"You aren't a fake, Deku," Bakugo
said, the nickname slipping out, but it didn't sound like an insult. It sounded
like a prayer. "But you are right about one thing."
Bakugo leaned forward slightly, resting his
elbows on his knees, his crimson eyes locking onto Izuku's tear-filled green
ones.
"You don't know who you are yet,"
Bakugo murmured. "And neither do they. They're trying to put you back in a
box that you shattered a long time ago."
Bakugo stood up, extending a hand down to
Izuku.
"Stop crying, nerd," Bakugo said, a
faint glimmer of his old, familiar grit bleeding back into his voice. "If
you don't want them to treat you like a piece of glass, you have to prove you
ain't gonna break."
Izuku stared at Bakugo's outstretched hand.
For the first time since he had woken up to this twisted, reset reality,
someone was treating him like an equal.
With a trembling hand, Izuku reached up and
gripped Bakugo's palm.
Bakugo did not let go of Izuku’s hand.
Instead, he shifted his grip, wrapping his
calloused fingers firmly around Izuku’s wrist. It wasn’t the bruising,
aggressive grip of the bully Izuku thought he knew from their childhood, but it
was absolute. It was the grip of a soldier pulling a civilian out of a burning
building.
"K-Kacchan, where are we going?"
Izuku stammered, stumbling slightly as Bakugo hauled him out of the locker room
and into the brightly lit, sterile corridors of U.A.’s main building.
"To fix this," Bakugo growled, his
voice low and vibrating with a tension that seemed to rattle his very bones.
"Before those idiots in 1-A break you completely. Before I break
you."
"I don't understand!" Izuku pleaded,
his gym shoes squeaking against the polished linoleum. He tried to pull his arm
back, but Bakugo’s hold was like iron. "Where are you taking me? Classes
are still going on—Aizawa-sensei is going to—"
"Aizawa knows," Bakugo snapped, not
looking back. "Aizawa knows exactly what happens when you bottle things up
until they explode. He won't stop us."
They bypassed the training grounds, bypassed
the cafeterias, and headed toward the central administrative tower. The higher
they climbed, the quieter the halls became, until the only sound was the
frantic hammering of Izuku’s own heart. The air felt thinner up here.
Bakugo finally stopped in front of a massive,
ornately carved mahogany door. The gold plaque read: Principal Nezu.
Bakugo didn't knock. He reached out, turned
the heavy brass handle, and pushed the doors open with a bang that made Izuku
flinch.
The office was vast, lined with towering
bookshelves and bathed in the warm, golden light of the afternoon sun. Behind a
massive mahogany desk sat Nezu, the chimera principal of U.A. High School.
Sitting on a plush leather sofa to the side, nursing a cup of tea with
trembling hands, was Toshinori Yagi—All Might.
Neither of them looked surprised by the
intrusion. In fact, Nezu had three teacups already set out on the low table in
front of the sofa.
"Ah. Bakugo," Nezu said softly, his
black beady eyes shifting to Izuku. A profound, unreadable sorrow flickered in
the principal's gaze. "I assume the preliminary training exercise did not
go as hoped?"
"They smothered him," Bakugo stated
bluntly, releasing Izuku's wrist and aggressively shoving his hands into his
pockets. He glared at All Might. "Half-and-Half and Shitty Hair
practically threw themselves over him when a piece of foam fell. He had a panic
attack. You're all driving him insane."
Toshinori winced, his skeletal frame shuddering
as if Bakugo had struck him. The former hero carefully set his teacup down, the
china clinking loudly in the quiet room. He looked at Izuku, his sunken blue
eyes swimming with that same, agonizing reverence that Izuku had come to dread.
"Young Midoriya..." Toshinori
whispered.
Izuku instinctively took a step back, pressing
his shoulders against the heavy wooden door. "Please," Izuku
breathed, his voice cracking. "Please, just tell me. I can't take it
anymore. The staring. The crying. The... the apologies. What did I do? Who am I
supposed to be?"
Nezu sighed, a long, weary sound that seemed
too heavy for his small, furry body. He gestured to the sofa opposite
Toshinori.
"Sit down, Midoriya," Nezu said
gently. "It is time we stopped trying to protect you from your own
ghost."
Izuku hesitated, looking at Bakugo. Bakugo
just jerked his chin toward the couch, moving to stand rigidly against the
wall, crossing his arms and fixing his gaze on the floor. Trembling, Izuku
walked over and sat on the very edge of the leather cushion. He kept his knees
pressed together, his hands gripped tightly in his lap.
Nezu stood on his desk, folding his paws
behind his back.
"What I am about to tell you, Midoriya,
will sound like science fiction. It will sound like a myth. But I assure you,
it is the fundamental truth of the reality you are currently breathing,"
Nezu began, his voice calm, steady, and terrifyingly grave.
"Eighty years ago, a Quirk was born. It
was called One For All. It was a power meant to stockpile energy, passed down
from generation to generation, growing stronger with each user. It was created
to combat the ultimate evil of our society—a man named All For One, who could
steal and distribute Quirks at will."
Izuku’s eyes widened. He knew of All For One.
But only as a boogeyman, a conspiracy theory whispered on the dark web of hero
forums.
"For decades, this shadow war was
fought," Nezu continued. "Toshinori Yagi was the eighth wielder of
One For All. And you, Izuku Midoriya... were the ninth."
The room spun. Izuku gripped his knees, his
knuckles turning white. "Me? But... I don't have a Quirk. I went to the
doctor. I have the extra toe joint. I'm legally Quirkless."
"You were Quirkless," Toshinori
corrected gently, leaning forward, tears already pooling in his sunken eyes. "Just
like I was. I chose you, my boy. I met you when you were fourteen, and you
proved to me that you had the heart of the greatest hero. I gave you my
power."
"Then where is it?!" Izuku cried
out, his voice shrill, bordering on hysterical. "If I had this... this
god-like power, where did it go? Why don't I remember any of this?"
Bakugo let out a harsh, jagged breath from the
corner of the room, turning his head away entirely.
"Because of how it ended," Nezu said
softly. The chimera walked to the edge of the desk. "Three years from
now—or rather, three years from now in a timeline that no longer exists—the
successor of All For One, a man named Tomura Shigaraki, reached the pinnacle of
his power. The world... ended, Midoriya."
Izuku stared at the principal, the air leaving
his lungs.
"It was an apocalypse," Nezu
described, his voice losing its professional detachment, replaced by the hollow
echo of a survivor. "The skies burned red. Continents were fractured.
Billions perished. The heroes were decimated. Class 1-A fought valiantly, but
we were routed. The world was reduced to ash and blood."
Toshinori covered his face with his hands, a
quiet sob wracking his skeletal frame.
"You were the only one left
standing," Nezu said, his black eyes locking onto Izuku with piercing
intensity. "You engaged Shigaraki in a battle that tore the very fabric of
the atmosphere apart. And in the end, when you realized that Shigaraki could
not be saved, and the world could not be rebuilt... you made a choice."
Izuku couldn't breathe. The imagery was flooding
his mind, painting horrors behind his eyelids that he couldn't actually
remember, but that his soul seemed to recognize.
"One For All had reached a point of
singularity," Nezu explained. "It had stockpiled so much energy, so
much sheer willpower across nine generations, that it had the power to bend
reality. You absorbed the totality of the Quirk, absorbed Shigaraki's
destructive decay, and you commanded the universe to reset."
Silence descended upon the office. It was
thick, absolute, and suffocating.
"You turned back the clock," Nezu
whispered. "You rewrote reality to the beginning of your first year at
U.A. You brought everyone back to life. You erased the destruction."
"But," Bakugo rasped from the wall,
his voice sounding like chewing glass. "A reset of that magnitude required
a catalyst. A sacrifice of equal weight."
Izuku turned to look at his childhood friend.
Bakugo finally met his eyes, and the sheer devastation in the crimson irises
made Izuku’s heart stop.
"You gave up your soul, Deku,"
Bakugo said, a single tear escaping and tracking down his cheek. "You
burned up your own timeline. Everyone else in the world was pushed back into
their past bodies with their memories intact. But you... the universe had to
build a new Izuku Midoriya from scratch. You are a blank slate. You saved all
of us, and paid with your own existence."
Izuku sat frozen.
The silence stretched for what felt like an
eternity.
The bowing bakers. The crying high schoolers.
His mother's trembling hands. Bakugo's inability to look him in the eye. The
hushed, funeral-parlor reverence of Class 1-A.
They weren't looking at him. They were looking
at a messiah. They were looking at a boy who had looked the end of the world in
the eye and swallowed it whole to give them a sunny Tuesday morning.
"No," Izuku whispered.
"Young Midoriya—" Toshinori reached
out.
"No!" Izuku shouted, violently
pushing himself off the sofa. He stumbled backward, knocking over the small
table. The teacups shattered against the floor, spilling brown liquid across
the expensive rug.
"Midoriya, please, breathe," Nezu
said, though the principal didn't move to stop him.
"You're lying!" Izuku screamed, his
hands tearing at his green curls, pulling at the roots until his scalp burned.
"That's not me! I'm fourteen! I collect All Might trading cards! I cry
when I stub my toe! I'm a coward! I couldn't even stand up to Kacchan when we
were kids, how could I fight a god?!"
"Because you were the bravest of us
all," Toshinori wept, reaching into his pocket. He pulled out a small,
glass vial. Inside it rested a single, glowing ember of hair. "And the
power is still yours. When you reset the world, One For All detached from your
soul to preserve your physical body. But it is waiting for you. It wants its
master back."
Toshinori held the vial out with a trembling
hand. "Take it. Claim your legacy. Let us help you become the Symbol you
were meant to be."
Izuku stared at the glowing vial.
It didn't look like a gift. It looked like a
curse. It looked like a cage forged of expectations he could never, ever meet.
If he took that vial, he would never be Izuku Midoriya again. He would forever
be the ghost of Deku, struggling to pantomime the actions of a dead savior.
"I don't want it," Izuku whispered,
his voice vibrating with absolute terror.
Toshinori's hand faltered. "My
boy..."
"I don't want it!" Izuku screamed,
tears violently cascading down his face. He looked at All Might, at Nezu, and
finally at Bakugo. "I am not him! I don't want to be a god! I don't want
to carry the weight of the whole world! I just want to be Izuku! Why can't you
just let me be me?!"
Before any of them could respond, Izuku turned
and sprinted for the door. He threw it open and bolted down the hallway.
"Deku, wait!" Bakugo yelled,
launching himself off the wall to follow.
"Let him go, Bakugo," Aizawa's voice
suddenly echoed from the end of the hall. The underground hero stepped out of
the shadows, his face grim. "He's running on pure shock. Chasing him will
only make him feel hunted."
Izuku didn't wait to see if Bakugo followed
Aizawa's orders. He ran. He ran down the stairwells, his feet pounding against
the concrete, his vision blurred with tears. He burst out of the main
administrative building and into the sprawling, manicured courtyards of U.A.
The afternoon sun felt mocking. The gentle
breeze felt like a lie. This whole world was built on a graveyard of memories
he wasn't allowed to possess.
He reached the center of the courtyard, near
the massive fountain that displayed the U.A. crest, and collapsed onto a stone
bench. He buried his face in his hands, pulling his knees to his chest, sobbing
uncontrollably.
He was a replacement goldfish. A hollow
vessel. He would never be enough for them.
BZZZZZZT.
A sudden, ear-splitting siren shattered the
tranquility of the campus. It was a sound that vibrated in the teeth, a shrill,
mechanical wail of absolute emergency.
Izuku’s head snapped up.
The massive, impenetrable metal barriers that
surrounded U.A. High School—the vaunted "U.A. Barrier"—were groaning.
High above, the holographic sky-shield flickered violently, turning from a
serene blue to a chaotic, static-filled red.
CRACK.
It sounded like thunder, but it came from the
ground. The front gates of U.A., reinforced with titanium and designed to
withstand artillery fire, exploded inward. Chunks of metal the size of cars
rained down onto the courtyard, smashing into the pavement and crushing the
manicured hedges.
Izuku was thrown from the bench by the
shockwave, scraping his palms raw against the concrete.
He coughed, waving away the thick cloud of
dust and pulverized stone. Through the settling debris, silhouettes began to
emerge.
They were not typical street thugs. They moved
with a terrifying, synchronized lethality. There were about thirty of them,
dressed in ragged, dark clothing, many wearing rusted armor plates. But it was
their eyes that chilled Izuku to the bone.
They possessed the same haunted, traumatized
look that Class 1-A had. But where the heroes’ eyes held sorrow and love, these
intruders’ eyes were filled with absolute, venomous hatred.
They were villains. But more than that—they
were survivors.
"Well, well, well," a raspy,
metallic voice echoed through the courtyard.
A man stepped out from the center of the
villainous pack. He was tall, wearing a rusted iron mask that covered the lower
half of his face. His arms were wrapped in thick, pulsing dark energy that
distorted the air around him.
"The U.A. security system is just as
annoying in this timeline as it was in the last," the masked man sneered,
rolling his shoulders. He looked around the pristine courtyard, his eyes
narrowing in disgust. "Look at this place. Green grass. Blue skies. A
perfect little paradise."
The villain’s gaze snapped directly to Izuku,
who was frozen on the ground, still wearing his blue U.A. gym uniform.
The villain's eyes widened, and a guttural,
terrifying laugh ripped from his throat.
"And there he is," the man hissed,
pointing a finger wrapped in dark energy straight at Izuku. "The boy who
stole our victory."
Izuku scrambled backward, his heart hammering
in his chest like a trapped bird. "I... I don't know you!"
"Of course you don't!" another
villain screamed, a woman with jagged bone-spikes protruding from her spine.
"You took everything! We won! Shigaraki gave us the world! We were gods in
the ashes, and you hit the reset button!"
These were the remnants of the Paranormal
Liberation Front. The absolute worst of the worst, who had thrived in the
apocalyptic wasteland of the old timeline. They had woken up in this new,
peaceful world, remembering the absolute power they once held, and they wanted
revenge.
"Kill him," the masked leader
commanded, his voice dead and cold. "Before he gets his memories back.
Before he gets that cursed Quirk back. Tear him to pieces!"
Three villains launched themselves forward.
The bone-spike woman leaped into the air, aiming to impale Izuku. A man with a
mutation quirk that turned his arms into massive, spinning drills charged
across the courtyard.
Izuku squeezed his eyes shut and threw his
arms over his head. I’m sorry, he thought. I’m sorry I can’t be him.
FOOOOOOSH.
A massive wall of roaring flames erupted
between Izuku and the attackers. The heat was so intense it singed the hairs on
Izuku's arms.
The bone-spike woman screamed as the flames
caught her, sending her crashing into the fountain.
Izuku opened his eyes.
Standing in front of him, his right side
encased in frost and his left side blazing with an inferno, was Shoto Todoroki.
"Midoriya. Stay behind me," Todoroki
said, his voice deadly calm, though his dual-colored eyes burned with a lethal
fury Izuku had never seen before.
Suddenly, the courtyard was flooded with
movement.
"DIE, YOU BASTARDS!"
A massive explosion rocked the right flank of
the villains. Katsuki Bakugo dropped from the sky, his palms igniting with
blinding flashes of light, blasting two villains through a brick wall.
Class 1-A poured out of the administrative
building. They weren't in their hero costumes—they were in their school
uniforms or gym clothes—but they moved like seasoned veterans of a hundred
wars.
Iida blurred across the courtyard, his engine
legs kicking up a storm of dust as he roundhouse-kicked the drill-armed villain
in the jaw. Uraraka touched pieces of shattered concrete, floating them into
the air before releasing them as a devastating meteor shower onto the villain's
backline. Tokoyami’s Dark Shadow roared out, massive and furious in the
afternoon sun, sweeping villains aside like ragdolls.
"Protect Midoriya!" Iida roared,
taking a defensive stance near Todoroki. "Form a perimeter! Do not let
them advance!"
Izuku sat on the ground, completely paralyzed.
He watched his classmates fight. This wasn't
the tentative, careful training exercise from an hour ago. This was a
bloodbath. Class 1-A fought with a brutal, terrifying efficiency. They didn't
hesitate. They didn't pull their punches. They moved with a synchronization
born of fighting side-by-side in the literal apocalypse.
And they were doing it all for him.
"Don't you get it, you brats?!" the
masked leader roared, deflecting a blast of Todoroki's fire with a shield of
dark energy. "He's not your savior anymore! He's just a Quirkless freak!
He doesn't even know your names!"
"Shut your mouth!" Bakugo screamed,
propelling himself forward with explosions, aiming a vicious right hook at the
leader.
The leader caught Bakugo's fist with his dark
energy, sneering. "We remember the old world, Bakugo! We remember how he
let you die!"
Bakugo’s eyes widened for a fraction of a
second. The leader capitalized on the hesitation, blasting Bakugo backward with
a shockwave of dark matter.
"They're too strong!" Kirishima
yelled, his hardened arms smoking as he deflected a barrage of acid blasts from
another villain. "There are too many of the elite guard!"
Aizawa dropped from the rooftops, his capture
weapon lashing out, erasing the quirks of three villains simultaneously.
"Hold the line! The U.A. faculty is mobilizing, but the barrier breach
scrambled the internal comms! Just keep them away from Midoriya!"
Izuku felt sick.
He was the liability. He was the reason they
were bleeding. Jiro took a glancing blow to the shoulder, crying out in pain.
Shoji was using his multiple arms to shield a downed Kaminari.
Do something, Izuku's mind screamed at him.
You spent your whole life analyzing heroes! Do something!
He looked at the battlefield. He noticed the
masked leader. The man was hanging back now, letting his grunts tie up Class
1-A and Aizawa. The leader was gathering a massive, condensed spear of dark
energy in his right hand, his eyes locked dead on Izuku.
The leader was waiting for an opening.
Suddenly, Todoroki was forced to drop his ice
wall to intercept a villain attacking Uraraka.
The opening was there.
The masked leader smiled—a twisted, hateful
grin beneath his iron mask. He reeled his arm back.
"Die, Deku!" the leader roared,
hurling the spear of dark, vibrating energy.
It moved faster than a bullet. It cut through
the air with a shrieking, tearing sound. It bypassed Todoroki. It bypassed
Iida. It was aimed directly at the center of Izuku Midoriya's chest.
Izuku couldn't move. His body refused to obey
his brain. He could only watch death approach.
But suddenly, the scent of burnt caramel
filled his nose.
A blur of ash-blonde hair and a black U.A.
uniform slammed into Izuku's side.
Izuku was shoved violently to the left,
tumbling roughly across the concrete.
SHCK.
It was a wet, heavy sound. A sound of tearing
fabric and piercing flesh.
Izuku scrambled to his knees, his breath
catching in his throat.
Katsuki Bakugo stood where Izuku had been a
fraction of a second before.
The spear of dark energy had pierced directly
through Bakugo's abdomen. The dark matter crackled and fizzed, burning the
edges of the wound, protruding through his back.
Time stopped.
The chaos of the battlefield, the explosions,
the shouting, the alarms—it all faded into a dull, muted hum in Izuku’s ears.
Bakugo looked down at the dark spear
protruding from his stomach. His crimson eyes widened in a strange, detached
sort of surprise. He let out a wet, rattling cough, a line of crimson blood
trickling from the corner of his mouth.
"K... Kacchan?" Izuku whispered, the
sound entirely hollow.
Bakugo slowly turned his head. He looked at
Izuku. And in that moment, for the first time since Izuku had awoken to this
nightmare world, Bakugo smiled at him. It wasn't a smile of guilt. It wasn't a
smile of reverence. It was the fierce, arrogant, protective smile of the boy
who used to lead him through the woods.
"Told you... I wouldn't let you
break," Bakugo rasped.
Bakugo’s eyes rolled back, and he collapsed
backward, hitting the concrete courtyard with a heavy, lifeless thud.
"BAKUGO!" Aizawa screamed, a sound
of absolute, unadulterated terror tearing from the teacher's throat.
"No... no, no, no," Kirishima wailed,
abandoning his fight, running desperately toward the fallen boy.
Class 1-A froze. The trauma of the old
world—the memories of death and failure—slammed into them all at once. The line
broke. The villains surged forward, laughing victoriously.
But Izuku didn't see the villains.
He didn't hear his classmates screaming.
He was staring at Katsuki Bakugo. He was
staring at the blood pooling on the pristine white concrete, staining it a
violent, vivid red.
He died for me.
The thought wasn't a realization. It was an
echo.
Somewhere, deep within the locked, sealed
vault of Izuku Midoriya's missing soul, a memory violently rattled its cage. He
saw a flash of red skies. He saw a floating island. He saw Bakugo falling from
the sky, a massive rivet of flesh and iron piercing his chest, falling,
falling, falling, all to push Izuku out of the way of Shigaraki's strike.
He died for me. Again.
The logic of it snapped. The fear of
expectations evaporated. The imposter syndrome, the terror of not being enough,
the desperate desire to just be a normal, invisible boy—it all burned away in
the furnace of an absolute, incomprehensible rage.
Izuku placed his hands on the concrete. He
pushed himself to his feet.
His head hung low, his green curls casting a
dark shadow over his eyes.
The masked leader of the villains stepped
forward, kicking Bakugo's limp body aside. "One down. Now, let's finish
the job on the Quirkless—"
The leader stopped.
The air in the courtyard suddenly changed. The
ambient temperature skyrocketed. The concrete beneath Izuku's feet began to
crack, a spiderweb of fissures racing outward in every direction.
Todoroki, who was rushing toward Bakugo,
suddenly slammed to a halt, his eyes widening in shock. He felt it. Aizawa felt
it. Even the villains felt it.
It was a pressure. A gravitational weight that
forced the air out of everyone's lungs.
"What... what is that?" the
bone-spike villain stammered, taking a step back.
Inside the principal's office, high above in
the tower, the vial containing the ember of One For All suddenly shattered into
dust.
Because the Quirk hadn't needed to be
ingested. It hadn't needed permission. It had only been dormant, waiting for a
catalyst powerful enough to bypass the seal on Izuku's soul.
And seeing Katsuki Bakugo bleed for him was
the ultimate skeleton key.
Izuku slowly raised his head.
His eyes were not the terrified, wide,
innocent green eyes of the boy who had woken up that morning. They were
glowing. They were a violent, blinding, radioactive teal.
But there was no familiar green lightning.
This was not the One For All of the old world.
This was not the Quirk that had stockpiled the hopes and dreams of nine
generations to defeat a demon king.
This was a new Izuku Midoriya. An Izuku
Midoriya whose only memory, whose only driving force in this new reality, was
the desperate, agonizing need to save the boy bleeding on the ground in front
of him.
Instead of green lightning, a massive,
ethereal aura of shimmering, golden-white energy erupted from Izuku's body. It
roared like a hurricane, blasting the dust and debris away, forcing the
villains to shield their eyes from the blinding light.
Class 1-A watched in absolute awe.
Izuku Midoriya stepped forward, the golden
aura flaring violently. He wasn't a ghost anymore.
He was awake.
The world had gone silent, but it was not a
peaceful silence. It was the suffocating vacuum that precedes a catastrophic
explosion.
Izuku Midoriya stood over the bleeding body of
Katsuki Bakugo. The concrete beneath his red gym shoes was spiderwebbed with
deep, jagged fissures. The golden-white aura erupting from his skin did not
crackle or snap like the green lightning of the past. It flowed. It roared like
a solar flare, bathing the U.A. courtyard in a blinding, incandescent light
that chased away the afternoon shadows.
It felt entirely different from the phantom
muscle-memories of a Quirk he didn't even know he had. It didn't feel like a
heavy, insurmountable stockpile of generations of war.
It felt like a scream made manifest.
"What... what is this?" the masked
leader of the villains stammered, taking an involuntary step back. His dark
energy fluctuated, trembling under the sheer gravitational pressure radiating
from the fourteen-year-old boy. "That's not One For All! It's supposed to
be green! It's supposed to be lightning!"
Aizawa, struggling to his feet while clutching
his bleeding side, stared at his student in absolute shock. Class 1-A was
frozen, the battle momentarily halted by the sheer magnitude of the phenomenon
unfolding before them.
Izuku didn't hear the villain. He didn't see
his classmates.
He only saw Bakugo’s blood on the concrete.
He's going to die. He's going to die because
of me.
Izuku’s heart hammered against his ribs—a
frantic, desperate rhythm. The golden energy surrounding him surged in time
with his heartbeat. He didn't know how to use this. He had no training, no
mentors whispering in his mind, no calculated percentages to regulate the
power. He only had one, single, overriding thought: Protect him.
Six glowing, ethereal tendrils erupted from
Izuku's back.
In the old world, these would have been the
dark, volatile whips of the fifth user, Daigoro Banjo. But these were not
black. They were shimmering ribbons of pure, solidified golden light. They did
not thrash wildly. They moved with absolute, protective precision, diving
straight down toward Bakugo.
"Get away from him!" Izuku screamed,
his voice layered with a resonant, vibrating power that shook the very air.
The golden ribbons wrapped gently but firmly
around Bakugo’s torso, binding the devastating wound, instantly applying a
massive, stabilizing pressure that stemmed the flow of blood. They lifted the
unconscious blonde off the cold concrete, forming a protective, glowing cocoon
around him.
The masked leader’s fear suddenly twisted back
into a desperate, hateful rage. "It doesn't matter what color it is! He's
just a brat! Kill him!"
The leader hurled another condensed spear of
dark energy, identical to the one that had pierced Bakugo, aiming it squarely
at Izuku’s head.
"Midoriya, move!" Todoroki roared,
trying to summon an ice wall, but he was too far away.
Izuku didn't move. He didn't weave. He didn't
attempt a calculated dodge.
He simply raised his right arm and swatted at
the air.
He didn't yell Smash. He didn't use a
specialized martial arts form. It was a messy, desperate, unrefined backhand of
a cornered animal.
The impact of his golden aura colliding with
the dark spear was deafening. The spear didn't just shatter; it atomized. The
sheer kinetic force of Izuku's flailing arm generated a shockwave of golden air
pressure that tore through the courtyard, ripping the topsoil from the grass
and sending the masked leader hurtling backward until he crashed into the stone
lip of the fountain.
Izuku didn't stop to admire his work.
He launched himself forward.
There was no grace in his movement. No
"Shoot Style" bouncing between debris. Izuku ran like a panicked
teenager, his footing sloppy, the golden energy propelling him forward so fast
he almost tripped over his own feet. But the speed was terrifying.
He was in front of the drill-armed villain
before the man could even blink.
The villain thrust his massive metal drills
toward Izuku's chest. Izuku didn't try to block or parry. He ducked, moving
purely on the instinct of a kid who had spent his life dodging bullies on the
playground, and threw his entire body weight into a clumsy shoulder tackle.
The golden energy condensed around his
shoulder at the moment of impact.
BOOM.
The villain's ribs cracked audibly as he was
launched fifty feet into the air, skipping across the pavement like a skipped
stone until he slammed into the perimeter wall, unconscious.
"Attack him together!" the
bone-spike woman shrieked, rallying the remaining vanguard. Five villains
converged on Izuku simultaneously, unleashing streams of fire, acid, and
razor-sharp projectiles.
"Deku!" Uraraka screamed, terror
ripping through her throat.
Izuku let out a feral, tearing scream. He
didn't know how to defend against multiple projectiles. He didn't have the
combat experience of a war veteran. He just wanted them away from him. He wanted
them away from Bakugo.
He stomped his foot down and threw his arms
outward in a massive, sweeping gesture.
Fa Jin—the third user's quirk—activated, but
not as a calculated burst of kinetic storage. It activated as an
omnidirectional, explosive repulse. A dome of pure golden force erupted from
Izuku's center, expanding outward at the speed of sound.
The fire was extinguished. The acid was
vaporized. The projectiles were turned to dust. The five villains were caught
in the shockwave and thrown through the air, crashing violently into the ruins
of the U.A. gates.
The masked leader pulled himself out of the
fountain, blood pouring from his nose, his iron mask cracked down the center.
He stared at the glowing, hyperventilating boy standing amidst the wreckage.
"You..." the leader gasped,
clutching his chest. "You don't fight like him. You're sloppy. You're...
you're just a kid!"
"I TOLD YOU!" Izuku roared, tears
streaming down his face, glowing teal and gold in the chaotic light. "I'M
NOT HIM!"
Izuku lunged again. The masked leader raised a
thick, layered shield of dark matter, bracing for a devastating,
bone-shattering punch.
Izuku didn't punch.
He collided with the dark shield and, instead
of trying to break it with brute force, he grabbed the edges of the barrier
with his bare hands. The golden energy flared violently as it met the dark
matter. Izuku gritted his teeth, his muscles bulging, and physically tore the
dark energy shield apart like a piece of wet cardboard.
The leader's eyes widened in absolute horror.
Before the man could summon another attack,
Izuku grabbed him by the collar of his shirt. Izuku didn't deliver a stylized
martial arts strike. He just reeled his head back and slammed his forehead
directly into the iron mask of the villain.
CRACK.
The iron shattered completely. The leader's
eyes rolled into the back of his head, and he crumpled to the ground like a
puppet with its strings cut.
Silence slammed back into the courtyard.
The remaining villains, seeing their elite
vanguard utterly dismantled by a crying, flailing fourteen-year-old boy in less
than forty seconds, broke. They turned and fled toward the breached gates, scrambling
over the rubble in sheer terror.
"Secure them!" Aizawa barked,
snapping out of his shock, his capture weapon lashing out to bind the fleeing
stragglers.
Class 1-A moved automatically, subduing the
rest, but their eyes kept darting back to the center of the courtyard.
Izuku stood over the unconscious leader, his
chest heaving violently. The golden aura began to flicker, sputtering like a
dying candle.
The adrenaline that had forcefully hijacked
his nervous system evaporated all at once.
The pain hit him.
Izuku screamed, falling to his knees. His
right arm felt like it was filled with shattered glass. His shoulder throbbed
with an agonizing, tearing sensation. He had channeled an immense amount of
power through a body that had absolutely no physical conditioning for it.
The golden ribbons holding Bakugo gently
lowered the blonde boy to the ground before dissolving into motes of light.
"Midoriya!" Todoroki and Iida
reached him first.
Izuku collapsed forward, his vision tunneling.
The last thing he saw before the world went black was Uraraka falling to her
knees beside Bakugo, pressing her hands frantically over his bandaged wound,
and the sound of distant ambulance sirens piercing the afternoon air.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
The rhythmic, sterile sound of a heart monitor
was the first thing to anchor Izuku back to reality.
He opened his eyes. The light in the room was
dim, filtering through closed blinds. He was lying on a crisp, stiff hospital
bed. His right arm was encased in a heavy cast, suspended in a sling, and his
entire body ached with a dull, throbbing exhaustion that seeped into his very
marrow.
He blinked, clearing the blurriness from his
vision, and turned his head.
Sitting in a plastic chair beside his bed,
staring at the floor with his hands clasped tightly together, was Toshinori
Yagi. The skeletal man looked even older, the deep lines on his face etched
with a fresh layer of profound guilt.
"All... All Might?" Izuku croaked.
His throat felt like sandpaper.
Toshinori’s head snapped up. Relief washed
over his sunken features, immediately followed by a wave of crushing sorrow. He
stood up slowly, hovering awkwardly beside the bed.
"Young Midoriya. You're awake,"
Toshinori said softly. "Please, do not try to move. You shattered your
radius and tore several ligaments in your shoulder. Recovery Girl has
accelerated your healing, but your body was not prepared for the output of One
For All."
Izuku stared at the ceiling. The memories of
the fight flooded back. The golden light. The terrifying speed. The sound of
the villain's iron mask shattering against his forehead.
But then, the most important memory of all
pierced through the fog.
Izuku shot up in bed, ignoring the agonizing
spike of pain in his arm. "Kacchan! Bakugo! Where is he? Did he—"
"He is alive," Toshinori said
quickly, placing a gentle hand on Izuku's uninjured shoulder to ease him back
down. "He is alive, my boy. The dark energy missed his vital organs by a
fraction of an inch, and those... those light constructs you created stabilized
his blood pressure perfectly. He is in the ICU, resting. He will make a full
recovery."
Izuku let out a shuddering breath, squeezing
his eyes shut as a single tear escaped. He's alive. The crushing weight that
had been sitting on his chest lifted just a fraction.
"We were so blind," Toshinori
whispered, his voice trembling.
Izuku opened his eyes and looked at the former
Symbol of Peace.
Toshinori pulled his chair closer, sitting
heavily. "When the Quirk manifested... it wasn't the One For All I knew.
It wasn't the One For All you used in the old world. The power adapted to who
you are now. Not a vessel for past ghosts, but a boy desperate to protect a
friend."
Toshinori bowed his head, resting his forehead
against the edge of Izuku's mattress. "We tried to force you into the
silhouette of a martyr. We drove you to the breaking point. If Bakugo hadn't
stepped in... if you hadn't awakened... I would have lost you again. And it
would have been our fault."
Izuku looked at the man weeping by his bed.
The anger, the frustration, the feeling of being an imposter—it was still
there, but it was tempered now.
"I want to see him," Izuku said
quietly.
Toshinori looked up, wiping his eyes.
"Bakugo?"
"Yes. And... I want to see the rest of
them. Class 1-A. Are they here?"
"They haven't left the waiting room since
the ambulances arrived," Toshinori replied. "But Midoriya, you need
rest—"
"I need to fix this," Izuku
interrupted, his voice steady. The golden spark hadn't just given him power; it
had given him absolute clarity. "I need to talk to them. Now."
The hallways of the U.A. private medical wing
were silent. Izuku walked slowly, his arm strapped tightly to his chest in its
cast, dressed in loose hospital scrubs. Toshinori walked half a step behind
him, a silent guardian.
They reached Room 412.
Izuku pushed the door open.
Katsuki Bakugo was lying in the hospital bed,
propped up by a few pillows. He looked pale, dark circles bruising his
under-eyes, and an array of IV tubes snaked into his arms. But his crimson eyes
were open, and they snapped to the door the second it opened.
Sitting in chairs around the room, standing
against the walls, and huddled near the window was the entirety of Class 1-A.
Aizawa stood by the door, his own side heavily bandaged.
The moment Izuku stepped into the room, the
atmosphere shifted.
But it wasn't the funereal, grief-stricken
reverence of the past two days. It was something new. It was absolute,
breathless awe.
"Deku..." Uraraka breathed, taking a
step forward, her brown eyes shining.
"You did it, man," Kirishima said, a
massive, watery grin breaking across his face. "You got it back. You saved
us. Just like you always do."
"Your fighting style was unorthodox, but
the sheer power—it was undeniably you!" Iida chopped his hand, tears
welling in his eyes. "The Symbol of Peace has returned!"
They were doing it again.
They saw the golden light. They saw him defeat
the villains. And they immediately shoved him right back onto the impossible,
suffocating pedestal. They thought the "old him" had woken up.
Izuku stopped in the center of the room. He
didn't shrink back. He didn't cower. He didn't cast his eyes to the floor like
he had been doing since the moment he woke up in this reality.
He stood up straight, ignoring the pain in his
arm, and looked around the room. He met Iida's eyes. He met Uraraka's. He met
Todoroki's.
"Stop," Izuku said.
His voice wasn't loud. It wasn't the booming
command of a Pro Hero. But it carried a profound, unshakeable weight that
instantly silenced the room.
"Stop calling me that," Izuku said,
his voice trembling just slightly, but he held his ground.
Uraraka faltered, her smile dropping.
"D-Deku-kun? Are you okay? Did your head—"
"My head is fine," Izuku said,
taking a slow, deep breath. He looked at Bakugo, who was watching him intently
from the bed. Bakugo gave him a barely perceptible nod.
Izuku turned back to the class.
"I know what happened," Izuku
started, the words tumbling out of him, raw and desperate. "Principal Nezu
and All Might told me everything. I know about the war. I know about Shigaraki.
I know that I... that the boy who used to have my face gave up his life, his
soul, his memories, to reset the world so you could all live."
The class froze. The joy of his
"return" evaporated, replaced by a tense, agonizing silence.
"And I know," Izuku continued, his
voice cracking as tears pricked his eyes, "that you love him. I know that
you miss him. I can see it every time you look at me. I can feel it. It's so
heavy it feels like I'm drowning."
"Midoriya..." Todoroki whispered,
looking down at his hands.
"But I am not him," Izuku said, the
words ringing out like a judge's gavel in the quiet room. "I don't
remember the dorms. I don't remember your inside jokes. I don't remember
fighting by your side. When the villains attacked today, I didn't fight like a
hero. I fought like a terrified kid who didn't want his friend to die."
He gestured to his glowing, cast-covered arm.
"This Quirk... it's not the same. It didn't wake up because I'm the Symbol
of Peace. It woke up because I'm Izuku Midoriya, and I was scared. The Deku you
knew... the one who saved the world..." Izuku choked back a sob, forcing
himself to finish the sentence. "He died. He died in the fire, and he's
not coming back."
A choked sob ripped through the quiet room. It
was Uraraka. She covered her mouth with both hands, her knees buckling
slightly, sinking into the chair beside Bakugo's bed. Jiro buried her face in
Momo's shoulder. Kirishima turned his back, resting his forehead against the
wall.
They were crying. But this time, it wasn't the
silent, repressed tears of survivors holding onto a ghost. It was the loud,
ugly, necessary grief of a funeral that was three years overdue.
Izuku let them cry. He let the reality of it
wash over the room. He hated hurting them. It physically pained him to see them
break down. But if he didn't do this, the ghost of Deku would consume them all,
leaving no room for anyone to actually live in the world that was saved.
"I am Izuku Midoriya," he said
softly, his voice cutting through the quiet sobbing. "I like hero analysis
notebooks. I mumble too much. I'm a coward sometimes. I cry a lot. I don't know
how to be a god. I don't know how to be a Symbol."
He looked at Uraraka, who slowly raised her
tear-streaked face to look at him.
"I can't be your savior," Izuku
pleaded, his green eyes wide and vulnerable. "But... if you'll let me... I
would really like to be your friend. But you have to let me earn it. You have
to meet me. For the first time."
The silence that followed was fragile. It was
the silence of a glass house that had just been completely shattered, the
shards glittering on the floor, waiting to be swept away.
From the bed, Bakugo let out a harsh, rasping
sigh.
"Took you long enough to say it,
nerd," Bakugo muttered, though there was no real bite to his tone. The
blonde boy looked away, staring out the hospital window. "You're right.
He's dead. And we've been carrying a rotting corpse around, trying to dress you
up in its clothes."
Bakugo turned his head back, his crimson eyes
locking onto the class. "We owe him our lives. But we're suffocating this
idiot to pay a debt he doesn't even remember making. So knock it off. Let the
ghost rest."
Aizawa stepped away from the door, folding his
arms. The underground hero looked at Izuku, a profound, immense pride warming
his tired, dark eyes.
"He's right," Aizawa addressed his
class, his voice a low, comforting rumble. "We have done Midoriya a grave
disservice. We let our trauma dictate his future. From this moment on, the
pedestal is dismantled. He is a first-year hero student. Nothing more. Nothing
less."
Uraraka wiped her eyes fiercely with the back
of her sleeves. Her chest heaved with residual sobs, but the suffocating aura
of tragedy that had surrounded her for days seemed to crack, letting in a
sliver of genuine light.
She stood up. She walked slowly across the
room, stopping directly in front of Izuku.
She looked at him. She didn't look at the
savior of the universe. She didn't look at a war veteran. She looked at a boy
in a hospital gown, with a cast on his arm, who was trembling with anxiety.
She took a deep breath, and a small, wobbly,
but incredibly genuine smile broke across her face.
She held out her hand.
"Hi," Uraraka said softly, her voice
thick with emotion. "I'm Ochaco Uraraka. I like mochi, and starry skies.
And... I tend to float things when I get too excited."
Izuku stared at her hand.
The dam broke. The terrifying pressure that
had been crushing his lungs since the moment he woke up in this reality
vanished entirely. He felt lighter. He felt real.
With his uninjured left hand, Izuku reached
out and grasped hers.
"I'm Izuku Midoriya," he smiled,
tears of absolute relief spilling down his cheeks. "It's really nice to
meet you, Uraraka-san."
Behind them, Iida stepped forward, executing a
perfect, albeit slightly less rigid, bow. "Tenya Iida! I look forward to
studying alongside you, Midoriya!"
"I'm Eijiro Kirishima," the
red-haired boy sniffled, wiping his nose and offering a thumbs up. "I like
manly things and meat buns!"
"Shoto Todoroki. I like cold soba,"
the dual-haired boy added softly, a gentle, grounded smile gracing his
features.
One by one, the students of Class 1-A stepped
forward. They introduced themselves. They shared their likes, their quirks,
their names. They didn't bow in reverence. They didn't apologize. They just
said hello.
Izuku stood in the center of the room, shaking
their hands, learning their names, committing their faces to his own memory.
For the first time in his life, he wasn't standing in the shadow of the
greatest hero in the world.
He was just standing among his classmates.
And it felt like the best power he could ever
ask for.
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